there's no point in continuing my "life"
| Okie
| i got myself a bike and at least ima go out in style by steering it into a semi or some shit. Bikes are cool
| There's so much to live for
Like helping others, beautiful landscapes, immersive fantasies in digital art and games, porn, sharing a hobby with other likeminded people
You know?
You just have to look out for that!
| >>1110758
True, the problem is i dont have anyone to share it with
>>1110754
Ive been thinking about mountain biking, i think it would be very theraupetic. But im kinda scared of stray dogs, lots of them here
| >>1110759 try looking out for people you can share with then! (I know it's easier said than done, but you can definitely do it!)
You could try looking up a mountain biking club/group around your area, biking with other people should be enough to reduce the danger of stray dogs
| You can eventually get a loving partner if you keep going and working on yourself
But beyond that idk same honestly, what's the point of any of this lol
| Pepper spray is good for dogs
| Hang yourself like Ultraman actor
| >>587cb0
I doubt a g/u/rl with the mindset of "there is no point in continuing my «life»" can and will work on themselves and find a loving partner
| >>1110870
There's not much to work on tbh, i pretty much have everything i need for myself and i'm healthy. I just have no social circle, which makes it impossible to meet people because even the fact that i don't have social media is suspicious, no friends means you're weird, which prevents you from making new friends, it's a feedback loop
| >>1110871 I have no friends and no social media, but some people approach me anyway...
It's a matter of charisma and social skills
| >>1110878 you can talk to someone and interact normally obviously but im talking abiut sustained relationships. You said you have no friends, kinda proving my point
| >>1110879 I mean, I could befriend those people if I wanted to, but I just don't feel we have any chemistry so I don't
If you can interact with people normally, and they show interest in you, you can also befriend them...
Having no friends is my choice, because I just haven't meet the right people
| (im on a different device)
>>1110889
well, you don't know that. after the initial interaction they find that you have no social media presence, no friends and will probably be weirded out and ghost you
| >>1110906
maybe if you already have friends. back when i had them i didn't use social media either but it was fine because people already saw me with others, so they knew i was normal. but once you're alone it's weird. it's not just social media, but not having friends at all. if you date someone they are going to want to meet your friends right? what do you say? it's an instant red flag
| >>1110891 Maybe, maybe not
Idk anon, you're just assuming you will fail from the get-go
If you do that, you will end up failing indeed.
| maybe you SHOULD get social media, anon. find an online friend! There are plenty of other weirdos out there lol, being weird isn't a friendship dealbreaker for most ppl
| Murders and kills are indeed the happiest peak ones entire life can be. It worths like nothing one can ever feel. And even video games do not come close.
| As someone with friends who befriends people (you wouldn't know them they go to another school) I don't ask people whether they have social media or other friends. Nobody else I befriended does either. Just talk to randos about your autistic hobbies (or normal interests) and you'll get some acquaintances and a few friends in no time
| yes i do have a hobby. and i'm thinking about going somewhere related, but i've never done that. i've never initiated this stuff alone, i just stuck with my friend group, or whoever they introduced me tho. i think going alone would be weird anyway, people usually move in groups in general, thats how it works
| >>1110963
Id yolo this shit and just go alone. People generally do not care. Try to remember someone who's not you doing something weird or some shit. I cant remember any strangers at all and i think all people are like that
| sometimes i think i should travel to western europe for a few days. most of my mental issues come from still being in the same city i grew up, i feel like some classmate from high school is going to recognize me in the street all the time and i don't want to interact with them
| OP should kill herself
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| >>1111089
If you can do it cheaply it sounds like a nice change of pace. Maybe you could get a job there or something?
| >>1111125
>If you can do it cheaply
it's cheaper than i expected i could definitely do it
>Maybe you could get a job there or something?
not sure how that would work or what job i'd get. i'm really confused about people who just leave country on a whim like, something happens and they decide to just move to another country? and they find a job? it was so hard to find a decent one here in the first place, way too much stress dealing with that again
| I didn't have any friends when I moved here to study but I made several friends trough mutual interests.
| >>1111136
Reading books and the nature also helps me a lot. I like to take my kindle and go somewhere scenic, read a couple of chapters of some light novels or manga or some shit
| >>1111227
Yeah that's the boss. I read the entirety of A Song Of Ice And Fire in a secluded scenic place during the summers. Too bad the next book isn't done yet and might never be finished due to the authors depression.
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| Nothing is happening. There's no trajectory, no friends. Just loneliness, there's no point in keeping this going