Post number #1090170, ID: d40098
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sometimes i get these flashes of memories from childhood when life wasn't over yet and how exciting it felt, it sucks now. idk what to do.
Post number #1090171, ID: d1e3a8
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Be like me: forget your past and abandon your dreams. I don't really care about my life anymore, but it doesn't suck.
Post number #1090191, ID: d40098
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>>1090171 then what do you do if you don't care?
Post number #1090194, ID: d1e3a8
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>>1090191 I listen to music, doomscroll and drink alcohol in my free time after working on easy and low-paid job. Lately I've been barely playing vidya or watching anime
Post number #1090196, ID: d7b1b4
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>>1090194 that sounds miserable
Post number #1090197, ID: be4519
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>>1090194 that sound awesome
Post number #1090198, ID: 13ef33
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>>1090197 >most belarusian reaction to alcoholism ever
Post number #1090199, ID: 2ace97
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>>1090194 That does indeed sound miserable and your situation will only worsen with time.
I fought back when "life" fucked me over and even though I spent a fuxkton of my energy and time for little gains at least I made it a lot harder for abusive actors to continue unseen. The fight isn't over though. When my friends started dying is when I got radicalized and I'll fight the man for the rest of my life.
Post number #1090200, ID: be4519
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>>1090198 a very specific national attribution
Post number #1090201, ID: d1e3a8
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>>1090199 >That does indeed sound miserable and your situation will only worsen with time.
So what? I've had my current mindset since early teenage years. It's just who I am. I never really wanted to achieve anything. A salary enough to sustain myself and some free time to be alone is all I need. If things will become unbearable one day I'll just kill myself. It's not a big deal if you don't hold for your life in the first place.
| sometimes i get these flashes of memories from childhood when life wasn't over yet and how exciting it felt, it sucks now. idk what to do.