last night i slept in a tent with my crush
| and since it was cramped, i had to really push myself into the corner so that i don't hog all the space (im tall so i had to bend a little for me to fit inside the tent)
she just plopped her body right next to me and said goodnight to me.
after a few minutes she was having trouble sleeping bec we didnt bring pillows and her bag is too hard so i offered her the jacket that im wearing. i took it off, folded it, and let her use it.
| she hesitated saying she don't need it but i insisted and i told her she's stupid if she don't take it as she'll get neck cramps the morning after.
while she's sleeps, i couldn't focus on getting mine since, well, she's right there beside me. i didn't wanna be weird and i don't want her to feel like im taking my chances so i tried to be as still as possible. (also i worry that i will snore)
| she shifted quite a few times until our bare legs touched and she was really warm. i could move my leg away but i didn't. i feel like that was the closest ive ever been to her and it felt nice. funny is that, yea, i can kinda feel a little bit of sexual sensation in me, but moreso is the feeling of warmth and her skin on mine. her hair smelled nice too as the scent permeates through the stale air as she shifted.
| my legs grew numb so i had to shift too, but now she's like really close to me. and i know she's sleeping bec when i looked at her she had this eyes that are slightly ajar that only happens when you're in deep sleep, but she might wake up. so i very VEEEERY slowly shifted my body position until it almost feels like im spooning her
| made me really comfy. i wanted to hug her but ofc i didn't bec well, that's just weird. i fell asleep and when i woke up, she's not there anymore.
| look at you having life experiences and stuff
| So WHOLEsoe
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| the tent was pretty cramped with all our friends' bags and stuff (they are out in the open drinking alcohol and we're the only two that are feelin sleepy). i went in first, and then she followed. she asked me to scoot over bec she wanna get some sleep too