Not sure why no one understands.
| Maybe its because I live in america now that I think about it.
| lolno it's like that everywhere. good luck!
| bruh
| me too bro..im convinced we just gotta thug it out. no one care bruh. i gotta do somethin or ill just kms.
| Honestly. Jesus can save me from my situation or take my life. it really doesnt matter to me at this point.
| just know that cutting your limbs off won't give you attention
they want to see your light fade away
| Why are y'all being so vague!!! Op tell u what you want to be! Tell us how exactly others are bringing you down! If you can find the words for it, you might be able to find a way out!
| MARRY NE AND GET ME A GREEN CARD
| >>1039365
I wish to be alone. It would be nice to be with someone but due to my deteriorating mental health and past substance abuse I'm not fit to be in any kind of relationship. All I really want at this point in my life is my own home or apartment and financial stability and maybe a cat. I do not want to interact with anyone nor do I want to go outside anymore. Chatting online is enough for me.
| >>1039365
I don't really want to be anything. I've spent my entire life trying to be this way and that way for other people and for myself but I am so tired. I just want to exist until my time on earth is finished. The things I enjoy most are anime, reading and sleeping. However whenever I try to engage in these things I am met with everyone around me berating me for not wanting more. I mean why does it matter what I do.
| >>1039365
I am the way I am because of all of my experiences with other people which have almost always been negative. So you can see why I just want to live a peaceful and sedentary life. There are people like me that are meant to be alone. But that bothers people. The people I live with talk about me behind my back, give me nasty looks, whenever they come out of their mouths its maybe you should do this, why are you like this.
| >>1039365
The biggest problem people have with me is that I am quiet. I don't have much to say to others and I enjoy spending time alone. Somehow people take this as me being rude despite the fact that I have a history of mental health issues and diagonsis dating as far back as 2016. I do not communicate well or at all for that matter but whenever someone speaks to me I am polite and cordial. so why do I have to have arguments with my family about this every week.
| >>1039365
I have done nothing wrong. After finally coming to realize that all of my suffering has been because of my frantic efforts to please others so that I can feel comfortable in my own living space and my own skin, I have come to the conclusion that I am not the problem. it's the people that I'm surrounded by that are the problem. I want to be myself. And myself is nothing much really. Just a person that likes enjoying a peaceful and quiet life.
| >>1039360
TL:DR I prefer to be alone, I am a poor communicator irl, I have a variety of mental issues and I don't really want anything from life but this bothers everyone I meet and becoming independent is hard due to the things I have struggled with up until now so I am basically trapped. Sorry for talking so much about myself like I am so important.
| On another note, I often fantasize about finding someone that I can love with all my heart and someone that will do the same for me. Someone that Is completely open with me, is as strange as me and doesn't hide anything from me and is willing to teach me how to live since my parents weren't able to do that for me. But I guess that's asking for a lot. But I am currently only 24 years old so maybe that will come in time. Maybe I just need to be patient for a little while longer.
| I can't fix her, but goddamn I want her
| kys
| >>1039386 >Sorry for talking so much about myself like I am so important
reeeeeeee you need to get that bitch beaten out of you
| ^q^
| >>1039387
need dat immensely haha but no ones gonna save us g/u/rl..thats why its either do or die for me. le sigh..
| 23 btw
| Beat OP up and put her in a wheelchair~ break her legs and tie her to a bed~
Refresh
| I don't belong where I currently am or anywhere for that matter. I wish there was somewhere people like me could go to just exist without issue instead of having to be around people that just want me to be the way they want me to be. People call me self-centered the second I stand up for myself and do what I want to do. They have a problem with me the second I say what's on my mind. I know all people aren't like this but where are they. where are the decent people.