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I Scared of Falling Back Into Depression

| I've spent the last year crawling back to life, but these last few weeks I feel like I've been slipping. I barely survived the first time, and I'm worried I won't survive crawling out of that pit again. I guess I'm writing this because I want some advice or hope, or maybe I just want attention. idk anymore, but I'm scared. i just don't think I could go through everything again


| ⊑⏃⎐⟒ ⊬⍜⎍ ⏁⍀⟟⟒⎅ ⊑⏃⎐⟟⋏☌ ⌇⟒⌖?


| >>1038832
I don't have any friends, much less anyone to have sex with


| Self harm


|
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| >>1038835 this, and wear long sleeve emo shirts in the summer


| if you got out before, you can get out again. unfortunately, its not something that can go away forever. just remember the progress youve made and how far youve come. you got through it before just hold on tight until youre ready to keep moving again. you will be ok if you let yourself be. and please dont be afraid of reaching to anyone you can trust for support. especially things tend to be gloomy this time of year


| >>1038831
Hug <3 I’m really glad you got to have those years and joy from improving things, even if this is it for you. Thank you for posting with me <3 we’ll all miss you even if we don’t know who you were or why
>>1038849
I really liked this I hope you can do this


| Just make sure the times between falling off the horse and getting on the horse are shorter not longer.


| >>1038884
>>1038849
Thank yall <3 I'm doing better today, but I'm your messages to stuff I look at when I need some hope


| >>1038947
*adding your messages


| >>1038947 WTF get depressed pleaseeee my life depends on it!


| >>1038950
:3 thanks for telling us this, though that one g/u/rl’s post was better than mine. Screenshotting your post for my happy /u/ memories album. Thanks for making me feel like a helper <3


| I spent years successfully crawling myself out of depression back in 2017 to 2020 but got pummeled back into it by doctors when I tried to seek help at the psychiatry. Targeted psychological abuse and mobbing is super fucking destructive and sadly I'm living in the only country in EU that has never convicted anyone in court for this kind of behaviour. It's disgusting.


| >>1038994 oohhhhh yess mhhhhhh keep it coming uooohhh


| >>1038994
Please please please do the things which worked before and avoid engaging with these people. Even non targeted abuse is super evil like transphobia but I don’t want you to be bitter and destroyed


| >>1039020
Jerusalem tracking Christmas get a clue


| >>1039024
I don’t think it’sall the jews even if they sometimes do bad stuff. A lot of them are ok and there’s nothing they’ve done we haven’t. I think it’s mentally unhealthy to set goals you can’t achieve like defeating them, and it denies the love you’re going to have for some of them. I think it’s important to have real goals and really live and feel joy in the ways you can


| cut my life into pieces this is my last resortooo!!!!

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