Post number #102980, ID: 47808d
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And I'm only realizing this now... So, what do?
Post number #103032, ID: 54965a
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Attempt to better yourself and stop telling yourself you're pathetic, it doesn't help anything.
Post number #103039, ID: 09e25d
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burn a knife until it red glowing hot, and do seppuku
Post number #103090, ID: 47808d
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>>103032 Mate this whole time I was going thinking I was better, that I was fine. But mate I'm a piece of shit
Post number #103128, ID: 54965a
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Well then identify what you think you're a piece of shit for and stop doing it, there is no other solution. Self loathing accomplishes literally nothing.
Post number #103158, ID: 47808d
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>>103128 Easier said that done, my core being mate. Fucking me, I'm a fucking dick
Post number #103159, ID: 47808d
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Than
Post number #103171, ID: d286be
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>>103128's right op. If you want to stop being such a sad bastard for just being yourself, you gotta put in work and change yourself. Stop being such a dick.
Post number #103389, ID: 47808d
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>>103171 I try, but I just get annoyed and angry for no bloody reason. I treat my family like shit and now it's come full circle, they no longer deal with my bullshit
Post number #103396, ID: d286be
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>>103389 shit, that's fair. Some people just have a lower boiling point. Are you really stressed lately or is it more along the lines of anger issues? What you'll need to do to address it changes depending, but open communication will help either way.
Post number #103554, ID: 47808d
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>>103396 Yeah I got some major anger issues, punched my hands bloody a few times (punching bags, walls) I suppose I'm pretty stressed, I've just dropped out of varsity, my parents still covering all my living costs all I wanna do is spend my life in my room. I owe my parents so much and I wish I could but they piss me off so much at times, it's like a bloody mental block. Something like I hate you, but I hate myself for hating you.
Post number #103573, ID: f63753
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I guess all you need is a mate, that is all. Finding one otoh is easier said than done, it works differently for different people and depends on the people that surround you. Life is a bitch at moments like that. But always it is a no-no to spill all that onto your parents.
Post number #103615, ID: d286be
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>>103554 Oh man, I get that. I graduated from community college and it's been pretty rough since... lately, there aren't many days where they don't hint at kicking me out. To be honest, I don't know many people who are on great terms with their parents.
Sounds like some space might do you good, unless I'm misreading. Anything in particular up with not wanting to leave your room?
Post number #103633, ID: 1984c8
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No one should get into a relationship when they're on danger/u/ talking about how much they hate themselves. OP sounds depressed on a diagnosable level and should consider seeking professional help or at least not isolating themselves from their family.
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| And I'm only realizing this now... So, what do?