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Please help me find a name for this feeling.

| So in my teens I used to have violent urges. I hear it's common for that age bracket. But I haven't been a teenager for some time, and what I'm describing isn't a violent urge per se.
It's sort of a desire, like lust or hunger but less physical - a desire to hurt someone. No, it isn't sexual or anything. I'm tempted to call it "bloodlust" but the vampire community is using that word. Is there another word for it? I'm sure I can't be the only one who feels this from time to time...


| Rage?


| No, it isn't like that at all. There's no anger involved, and usually when I'm angry I only want to lash out verbally. It seems to just be its own thing.


| it's "insecurity"


| by hurt you mean mental hurt?


| Sadism, of a non-sexual variety


| edgy


| nah, call of the void? it's the sudden urge to do something really destructive, or so i heard


| >>103057
Oh yeah, that's actually a little close. But l'appel du vide (or whatever, I only know a tiny bit of French) is specific to high places, right? This is kind of like that but less empty.
>>103053
Physical, mostly, along the lines of strangulation or slicing their skin open. But I don't usually think even that far. It's just a feeling.
>>103055
Mmmmaybe? But if so I wish there was a better term for it.
Really appreciate all the help here. I've been racking my brains all day.


| it's called being a psycho


| Sadism. Getting pleasure from inflicting pain in others. Doesnt have to be sexual at all.
It is not a good thing. You should be very careful to keep yourself in check. What pleases you literally harms and hurts others. It basically is a mental disorder, regardless of whatever fancy name you will hear it being called.


| ^


| Dementia


| >>103608
Maybe, I guess. I mostly only hear about that in fetish terms, though.
Thanks for your concern. I'm not actually all that tempted to carry out the things that tempt me, if that makes any sense. I know it's probably been romanticised to the point where it bears no resemblance to reality, and I also hate seeing people get hurt.
>>103945
you mean like ebony dark'ness raven whatsherface


| Edge


| >>102972 it's good for you to know and accept that feeling. Now, you can aliviate this, tricking your subconcious mind to belive you are doing that acts (hurting someone) when you really don't. Very easy. Print a cute face (or ugly, that depends on you) stamp o put over a pillow, and use all your sadism and fury to do and express all you have inside. The emotion will fade away.


| Bloodthirst


| Horny


| I've always called it bloodlust with little regard to what the vampire kiddies make of it.


| its called being a /b/tard


| sadism only applies when it invloves urges to inflict pain regardless of whether wound is present or not.

if you just want to slice people open it's psychopathy

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