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I actually want to kill myself
| look anon i'm not the best to give advice about it, but the only thing i can say honestly is you should not give a fuck if someone treats you like an idiot or whatever, those people are not worth your time, remember you have friends at least here
| I can't help, but just know you're not alone.
I've been having a hard time with life. School has been a continuous disappointment. Finally got myself to get a job again. Then my car breaks down. Get my car fixed, and then I fuck up my back. Also, my girlfriend broke up with me less than two weeks before Christmas. And then I spent New Year's Eve completely alone.
Life just really sucks sometimes. I wish I could help, but I can't even help myself.
| I can understand how you feel, 3 years ago i od'd on painkillers because i thought i was through with this shit. Obviously that didn't work and seeing the pain i'd caused my family and friends made me resolve not to do it again. I still have bad days, weeks and even months but ultimately i'm glad i survived. Things have gotten better for me and as lame/corny as it sounds it really isn't worth it. I'm sorry if this shit comes off as unhelpful and if you wanna talk about it i'm here.
| It gets better. I promise. I lost my relationship/house/job/pets all in the same week and was living out of my car. I'm on the road to home ownership, with a job I love and am in a great relationship.
Breathe. Don't let people get under your skin. Karma exists. Things might suck now. But things do change.
| assholes do that because:
a. you have a visible weakness, and/or
b. you have no visible power
ex:muscle is an easy to get visible power (eggs/steroid and heavy things)
| I have my rope ready just in case
| Dying is so pretty shit. I mean you just die and cannot do anything anymore
| dying is worse than sadness.dying is the worst.
| Wanna play something online? I'm not afraid to give up my anon identity to someone who needs a friend.
Really, you are not alone, beliece is :)
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| Today has legit been frustrating. Everyone has treated me like I'm stupid or made me repeat myself just because they know I hate it. Plus everything I've tried to do to calm myself is broken as fuck. Help me pls.