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I am scared
| But even that wasn't satisfactory, so I climbed to the bottom which I won't even describe
But even then I still haven't crossed the line of going gay until I had no choice, so I repeated all of that^ with different types of males- going from traps to super muscular tiger-men
And now I am starting to get bored of that
I don't know what to fap to next, I'm scared of the future
| I doubt this is possible, but if it is, please just go to a psychiatrist. As long as you don't describe this so called "bottom" (so you don't get arrested), that should help. It will take a while, but after that while, you will be able to fap normally again.
| >>265243 But going to a psychiatrist because "I've fapped to everything" just sound stupid, and it would be too embarrassing for me
I'm looking for a... simpler method that hopefully doesn't involve other people
| I'm more disgusted that you thought gay was a step down from dead girls than the furry guro loli scat.
| >>265259 could be connected with the way I was raised, but I always found gay stuff to be more repulsive than say scat guro porn, not like it matters now since even all of this is normie shit for me
| >>4ee321 maybe try not fapping for like 3 months. After that try to get into vanilla stuff again I guess
| I've had something like this for a while, and used to fear the outcome as well, much like you describe. My personal solution, in which I don't know if it will last infinitely, is this: To slow the getting bored process as much as possible, I switch between real pornography, and digital pornography. I also try to squeeze in a session of stuff I've moved on from every so often. The thing that really helped was getting involved with the artists, becoming part of their community(cont)
| Writing down ideas that have come into my head and forcing myself to go without looking at stuff, just using my own ideas, has also slowed the process. I've also gotten to the point where describing what I get off to could be frowned upon, but I started these tips before I got there, so not sure where the end of the road truely is, or how much closer you may be to it. Hope that helps.
| >>265266 probably your repressed sexual nature pressurized into all this weird kinkiness over the years or something. Just going by the history that's implied.
| >>265379 yeah, at this point it feels like the only thing I can do is to try and slow it down
Mixing actually sounds like a good idea, I'll have to try it
| >>265844 I doubt that's the case since there was no repression to begin with, my family was always open on the theme of sex and I've been exposed to it since I was 8 or so
My first ever sexual experience was when I was 17 although since then I haven't kept a very healthy sex life
| I am basically the same, but I just stopped giving shit
| Maybe you havent found something that really keeps your interest. I dont know how or why vaginal prolapse or feet fetishes ended up on my pallette but there it is...prolapsed feet is the next logical step in my fetish slope
| Sounds weird; but H-Games have become an alright solution for me. Just the ability to customize and control it to my needs is nice. Even though it might not seem like it; eventually you'll calm back down and find the old stuff good again until you inevitably repeat the cycle infinitely.
| >>265899 So shit like MMD and the like? I guess I could try it, after all I haven't seen a giantess swallowing up a bloated corpse of a futa cow-girl before
Although finding models might pose a problem
| Try shemales. Maybe they will confuse you enuf to enjoy normal vanilla again. Go for the ugly ones the ones that make you appreciate vanilla exists.
| >>266305 after I climbed to gay shit, futas were one of the steps and yeah I fapped to some ugly shit. Ultra-realistic foot fetish Simpsons porn level of ugly shit
| If you continue like this you will fap on hand holding and similar lewd stuff. Be careful
| Listen man, what your dealing with might be a lot more serious than you think. That end of the line is child porn >>4ee321
| >>4ee321 or some really intense snuff shit, look im no expert but something you could do is to try to be more aware of what triggers the urge for a lot of people it's boredom, best thing to do is keep yourself occupied with others around you
| don't be scared op I am her fur you!
| Lmao ntr is at the same level as scat guro and necrophilia xd. Ntr is tame af
| >>4ee321
Honestly you need to abstain and when you go back to fapping just fap to vanilla level stuff just to restart your brain.
| Op here
Seems like I've found my new poison: public masturbation. I've done it twice already and I've never been as hard before in my life, I'll keep doing it for a month or even longer until I get tired of it and then try to go back to vanilla. Hopefully It'll work
| >>270853 I probably should have worded it better. It's not like I whip it out in front of a crowd, although that would probably take my boner to maximum overdrive
>>270864 and that's a timeless classic
| Fap in a public library and stream it
| Don't do this man. It is WAY too risky. You are risking your entire life ahead of you just for 1 orgasm. You will probably get put on a list if your caught. Realize that this is the time your pornographic habits have gone too far. Also at this point it could be considered a sexual disorder if you are being affected this badly so try not to be too ashamed that you are struggling with this.
| One word
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| So basically I started out fapping to regular vanilla like a normal human being, but after 6 or so month I got bored and went on to anal, feet and blowjob but after a while that also got stale so I moved on to jacking off to anything but the holes but then regular human shit got stałe so I moved to monster-girls, then real monsters, then furries and then actual animals but it got boring even faster so I moved to some really obscure shit like guro, scat, ntr and necrophilia