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The Thoughts of Joanne Carter
| Date, 9/xy/xxxx
The nurse had approached me today. She informed me this was our third meeting today. I only remembered 2, I remembered her leaving 3 times though. My daughter had stopped visiting. I understand. She was a sensitive child, and only could handle so much. At least, I remember thinking that at some point. I can no longer remember what events made me come to that conclusion. I have a memory of a memory I no longer have. What will I lose next?
-Joanne Carter
| Date, 9/xz/xxxx
Today I had over eaten. The distribution machine was not set to a timer. I kept forgetting I had eaten today. The nurse tells me I had 10 full meals today. It seems I've also forgotten what a full stomach has felt like. A sharp pain and heaviness I was told. The mechanics fixed the machine. It is now timed, so I do not over eat. They tell me I had expelled out the food as well. I did not recall that either.
-Joanne Carter
| Date, 9/zu/xxxx
I was informed I could not leave the building anymore. I was told I attempted to return to JoyCO for my manufacturing job. I remember quitting the job however after the CEO had died. I have not lost those things. This feels odd to me. I remember forgetting long ago memories. I am told that I forgot short term memories. Is the memory leakage causing paranoia as well? I don't recall a reason I should be suspicious. However I am.
-Joanne Carter
| Date, 10/hu/xxxx
I don't remember why I write these messages. I remember it was for someone. I don't recall the reason why. I know its important. Tired.
-Joanne Carter
| Date, 10/hs/xxxx
They're gone now.
-Joanne Carter
| Can you hear me? Can you see these messages? Ms. Carter? My name is Monica Marley, and I want to help you.
-Monica M.
| >>407813 I understand, but...I want to help. I believe something is wrong here. Maybe her son is taking advantage of her, maybe she's being experimented on, you never know in this furracking city.
-Monica M.
| Jesus, is this what happens in GC now??
| >>407825 As if it hasn't always? Even if this woman can't read our messages, I still want to find a way to help her.
-Monica M.
| >>407835
>Given the fact any IP tracings don't lead to a hospital or any sort of care facility, these are most likely a record of a patient found by some newbie.
>Typically with amnesiac afflictions, they are told to keep a diary so they can read back and understand what has happened.
>Memory leaking and amnesia seems to be a more common thing in Glitch though, due to the process of cheap and quick augments. In the end, she may have done this to herself, in a way, sadly.
>-HAKASE
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| Date, 9/xx/xxxx
I was informed today that my memory will slowly be, as the dr. put it, "leak" out of me. I do not have long left, I have given a task to my son to develop a transfer to write these thoughts down and spread them across the matrix. In the hopes that the synapses can re-align and perhaps my memories to flow back to me like the water cycle, like droplets returning to the sky of my mind that they leaked out. It is my only hope left now, all else is fear.
-Joanne Carter