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I've... Abandoned Thoth.
| Art can be different. Art is not just about sculptures, paintings, music. A masterfully performed medical operation can be as stunning as the greatest paintings of old. Act of saving one's, or taking one's life could be artistic and aesthetic.
Think, what would turning yourself in give you? Will it erase the actions you did? Will it make others forgive you? Will it be a redemption? Or do you just seek punishment?
There might be better things to spend your life on now.
| Stop wasting materials.
— KiY
| With all the shit going down recently, It's nice that there's one less guy trying to tear apart society. Listen, hit me up at a bar sometimes and I'll buy you a drink or something.
It'd be nice.
| >>152910
Sure, I guess. Who are you though? I can't really meet someone I don't know at all.
-Angus
| ...Well, then. How very odd that you would choose to turn yourself in - any particular reason? &
| >>152986 Name's Dahk, just someone who likes to drink and getting to know people. Independent, up to you if you still trust me though
| >>153001
Turning myself in would be a waste. There's much more and better things I can and will do.
I'm sorry but I won't be turning myself in. There's more Lilim to be saved and rebuilt. As for my reason... Well. I can't sleep with one eye open for the rest of my days. I was going to end up dead, or killing myself. And as KiY keeps telling me, I should stop wasting materials.
-Angus
| >>153008
The worst that happens is I get my just desserts and end up in the clink. Best case I make a new friend. I'm willing to take chances.
-Angus
| >>153017
Can't say I do, living huddled away killing shit and being a psychopath didn't give me much time to learn anything about the city. But I'll still browse around and find you when I find something.
-Angus
| >>153024
Oh, I just wanted to see if you had somewhere you'd be comfortable in. Know a place down at 27th and 33rd, "The Alchoholic's Secret" quaint place. Doesn't ask too many questions. Sound good?
-Dahk
| >>153032
It's a fair distance from where I am, but I need the exercise. Not asking questions is good too. The faster I can forget about all this shit, the better. I'll see you there when I'm done with this Lilim. Thanks for being forgiving.
-Angus
| What made you turn a gigantic new leaf big enough to house a district full of lilim
| Real good to see someone that far gone turn over a new leaf, especially when he was killing fellow lilims.
| This I have to see for myself... Yesterday I was looking to put a laser through this guy, now he's repairing everyone he killed?
-Gemini
| Upon finishing the second sculpture, I had someone tell me how much of a waste it was. That the Lilim's were dead. Their consciousness wasn't a part of the art. I thought about that. They're no different from us when it comes to their minds. I was repulsed by the thought of killing humans, but somehow Lilim's were fine? It was a flawed logic. One I accepted for too long. I don't care if anyone believes me. But these Lilim's had families and friends.
-Angus
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| The sculptures and everything made me think. A lot. Something I hadn't done in a while.
I've been rebuilding the Lilim I killed. The part I kept the most pristine was the brain. It's a huge pain in the ass, but I couldn't sleep any more. I was fucking filthy. Once I'm done rebuilding the Lilim, I'll... I guess I'll turn myself in. Murder is murder, even if they are back to life, huh? I could just not do that too, and rebuild Lilim's forever.
One rebuilt, several to go.
-Angus