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Text messages, cast into the stream.
| "Listen. You deserve the truth, the full truth this time. Something happened last night. I haven't been telling you about anything that's really going on, because to be honest I didn't think that it would be the right way to go about this.
I'm breaking up with you, Sh0rt. I can't do this relationship anymore. We have never even met, and yet for a long time I loved you. I know I loved you. But I don't anymore, and it isn't your fault. It is entirely mine."
| "For a very long time, I have been empty. Very, very empty. It started slowly, just as a nagging feeling in my chest that I didn't comprehend, but it grew, and when it did, I didn't know what to make of it. I couldn't find a reason behind it at all. From an outsiders perspective, my life looked perfect. I was in college, working two jobs, staying with family. Besides being a bit stressed out, my life was good. That's what made it hurt the most, the emptiness of it all."
| "You know how hard it was for me to get weed where I was at, and honestly I really wanted to get high for quite a while. So, I found a legal way. It was a bit expensive, but I started doing a drug called DXM, which stands for Dextromethorphan. It is a common cough suppressant, but when taken in high enough doses acts as a disassociative hallucinogen. It is a very interesting drug, and if I'm being honest with myself, it feels...great. Really, really great to be high on it.
| "I haven't told you at all about the DXM, but I've been doing it for months. I had honestly, truly never lied to you before this, but I lied this time. It helped -and helps- me feel not that empty.
Anyway, last night I met somebody at my new job, who wanted to hang out. I hadn't been thinking anything of it, but she was very...insistent that she wanted to try DXM as well. Anyway, I went to her house with a few bottles, and she gave me some water to drink the pills with."
| "The water was laced with LSD. To say that we were fucked up was an understatement. It was the highest I've ever been.
We had sex. Meaning I cheated on you, and also lost my virginity.
It was...amazing. I would be lying if I told you anything less, and my goal is to be honest with you this once. I had the most amazing experience of my life with her. Maybe it was the drugs, maybe it was the sex, maybe...Maybe I had just been longing to physically feel something, and I did then."
| "So, in short, you have treated me as if I was your savior, trusted me, treated me better than I have ever been treated, loved me entirely and clearly and did everything that you possibly could to make me happy, and in turn, I repaid you by lying to you, doing drugs, and cheating on you. And I feel so empty at this point that I do not feel bad, even in the least. You do not deserve to be treated this way, and I never wanted to hurt you, but I obviously did. For this, I am sorry."
| What the fuck
| "I think we both know that, at this point, it is best that we break up.
The truth is, you deserve somebody better anyway. You gave yourself entirely to me and trusted me, despite all of the trust issues you've had from your previous bad experiences. When I got with you, I wanted to show you hope, and prove to you that it is okay to trust people, that it is okay to love somebody and open yourself up. I guess I was wrong. You trusted me, entirely, and I betrayed you."
| "You deserve somebody who treats you better than I can at this moment. I feel so empty that I do not think it is possible for me to love you anymore. I simply have lost the capacity to love. I think I've become a psychopath or something, to be honest. I just...don't love you anymore. There is no rhyme or reason for it, it is just the truth. And you deserve the truth.
Sh0rt, I am sorry. At one point I loved you. I don't anymore. I don't love anymore.
Have a good life.
-Pirat3."
| Ok
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| >A string of screenshots, filled with text messages, suddenly just appears on the internet. It has no discernable source, they just...appeared.
>They reveal a very personal conversation, not one that has any higher purpose or meaning to anybody. It isn't part of any conspiracy, or plot. It is simply a conversation between two people, cast off into cyberspace for no reason.
>It is a one sided conversation, between one called Pirat3 and one called Sh0rt. Pirat3 is talking to Sh0rt.